Sorry peeps. I kinda left out this site. Back to blogspot until I get my own domain :(

It's been a long long time since my last update, and now I'm here with the sound of

SIGH(s)

A Big BIG BIG sigh for me...
Damn ! I'm now totally lost my way in my life, I felt like I'm nothing at all to live in this world. First of all, I can't catch up my studies while (they) used to be my classmate and they are now ..... ( I don't know how many semester(s) I'm slower than them) .

One sentence I've made today in the class which I told Patrick " It's not that I'm lazy to draw, It's not I don't wanna draw; FUCK ! I'd no idea how and how to draw ! "
Yeah, I know I'm not good and I should put more effort on it, but I'd try and It's really hard for me to catch up.

I felt like stop studying, but I don't know what should I do if i really stop it. I can't find the answer in myself for this question. Well, I don't know who should I talked to when I'm really stresse... Read more »

It's Sunday...Planned to go to Starbucks to get my assignments starts but then, rained heavily and i slept until 8pm. fuck it.
Well, Melvin dragged me and Joseph into WoW. I'm still using a trial account, but i'm not so into WoW...I guess i'm not going to continue it. I wanna get into my studies (:

Days and days, i could'nt find a good time to blog. So much to tell and yet i got no time to tell.. Musshie is coming back tomorrow ! :D
And chinwei came to KL few days ago and i brought him to MOS. Bumped into a girl that Sense , Whats the name again......... Owh...Damnit i forgot her name. :x

I should start my assignment tomorrow. Digital Design ! I must get them done by Tuesday and also Typography lesson. So STRESSED you know!

*I'm lazy to upload photos of my life, i'll make a February photo album when I'm free*
Good night SUNDAY (:

It's just came so sudden, I thought i've got over it everything about you. But ..... there's one thing i missed out. It's to tell you that i'm glad that you left for your happiness.

No matter how far or how near, wherever you are, I'm here waiting. I miss you when you're gone, that is what i do everyday silently. Colors that glowing in my life was only illusion after the day you left, and i don't know, i was living under the lens of having black and white behind under my iris.
Days that I spended with you in mind, it's all in Sepia mode. Tears that dripped, that dipped into my eyeballs are all tasteless. I'm still being controlled under my fear. I can't find any track that you left in reality, but i can see every single of them in my eyes with my heart.

How're you recently, i don't know what happened in your life. I never step into your blog nor social network profile since the day you left. I'm afraid of it, but it happened now altough i din't do that. I lost control.... Read more »

It's Valentines. So what? I said, it's just a normal Saturday for me. Valentines is a day which every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day — and its patron saint — is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred.

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young me... Read more »

It's Wednesday again, a day I'll be staying at home since morning until midnight. I do this every Wednesday...
Gah... Just because of I don't know should i do my DDM's assignment in the afternoon or at night. Then, i'll be stoning in the living room until i ....
'know wrong' . xD

BTW, melvin told me something last night when i was sleeping. I'm so that.

LOOK !

visit EUPHORIA OFFCIAL WEBSITE, and Sophia is inside too. o.O

Just came back from dinner and found out we don't have key to enter the fucking house, GOSH... Went all the way to Sophia's place to take the key. Oh yea, her place is so so so awesome !

OKAY, We're moving as soon as possible ! We'll find our way !!

House Keeping for today, woke up at 1pm and cleaned it until 5pm (:
Now, my room is as clean as hotel.

BORED!

Something to show, Steven's car is in front of the drain. SEE !

And, my room was ->

Shiny shiny & shining !

This day, I swear it'll be the worst day i ever had.
Firstly, I found out I lost my RM500 in my drawer in my room. IN THE DRAWER.
It's ok, forget it... Wendy said she din't see me for a long time, she drove all the way from Bukit Jalil to here to see me (: How sweet of her..
We went to dinner and something unlucky happened, I'm sorry Wendy. I'm really sorry, I swear I won't go to that restaurant forever...FOREVER.
I really felt bad for that incident i caused, I'll do anything for you... I swear.

After settle the things, headed to MOS to meet Melvin for his birthday with Sophia a.k.a Mushie as we promised few days ago. It's the best party time in MOS i ever had (: But still i can't let things down as what happened today.

I wonder what day is today, Black Saturday or ....

Pitures will be upload as soon as i got them from Melvin.

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Back at home after class, at last i get a chance to go home after class ! Haha...
I supposed to go to MOS as i promised Melvin and Venice.. Sorry i could'nt make it, I had something to do here ):

Oh yea, KAYE msg-ed me yesterday ! It was been ages since last she appeared in front of my eyes, haha...

Looks much prettier already kaye, mm sai keng...

It's 3.45am now, I'm in the living room with Mussshie the Sophia. While Joe and Daniel went to FTZ for DotA. BORED and COLD.